Don't sleep
I tend to Go Back a lot
Rewinding, sometimes rearranging,
I use my thoughts as clay
and my hands would be the variations
or moments
I think of myself as creative
but I get hick-ups on my actions
Like a glitched CD
and so many times I have to go back to the start-
focusing on the struggle of playing only to Go Back
My nickname is 360
The circle leads back to itself
I call myself Undone
and try to say, hey a circle could be a spiral,
but I acknowledge myself as a dot
Take one thought then divide it into 15
Or whatever number, 15 feels right,
When 14 has been brought up
I would get close to drawing a path
But don't get me wrong, I still have a lot of open 7s
that has given me more satisfaction than the full circle
I am in a 7 right now
It's confusing
It's right
But it's confusing
The 15 is only created in hindsight

Illustration from 2017 (?)